Can I be honest?
I don't think I'm cut out for media. I wish that I could say that out loud to my co workers. To just say it and either have some one say yes I agree with you or to say no you can do this!
A moment ago I was perusing Craigslist, trying to see if I can get a different job. Everything listed seemed way over my head. They all listed the things I don't like about my current job in the description or they listed things like 7 years of experience in this field.
Maybe I don't want more responsibility. Maybe I just want to be a mom and stay home and never have to work in any setting outside the home ever again. Maybe my work ethic sucks and the only reason I get up in the morning is to make sure I can pay my bills.
I think that's the only reason I'll stay in media until I get pregnant, not because I love it, but because it's money.
That makes me sad.
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